; smashed into pieces
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I need a spark, something sizzling in my otherwise dull, monotonous life.
And I do still miss your company.
Leon's words never stray far from my mind..
i didn't tell you this. but *, is one of the most sensitive guys i know. so stand him up on a date is equivilant to a stab in the back and front.
friendship is too much to ask for when you betrayed it once. him bitching about you shouldn't affect you when it isn't true. so unless it's true, you shouldn't even care.
ha. nasty? it's just a sign that he's unsure. either he's unsure, or, he's so hurt that he doesn't care anymore. hate is a strong word. you don't hate someone, you hate life. but it is impossible to dislike someone you once loved.
slowly find your way back into his heart. it isn't black, it isn't closed. you just need the right touch and patience. love comes with devotion and patience. don't expect him to jump right back into loving you again right after the chain of events that led up to the situation now.
And he's right. I've done all I could, to salvage whatever we had, whether friendship or esle. All there's left for me to do right now is let time work its magic, for wounds to heal. Reaching out once more might only serve to irritate you further, so I won't anymore, but just know that I'll wait for you. It's a promise.
And I do still miss your company.
Leon's words never stray far from my mind..
i didn't tell you this. but *, is one of the most sensitive guys i know. so stand him up on a date is equivilant to a stab in the back and front.
friendship is too much to ask for when you betrayed it once. him bitching about you shouldn't affect you when it isn't true. so unless it's true, you shouldn't even care.
ha. nasty? it's just a sign that he's unsure. either he's unsure, or, he's so hurt that he doesn't care anymore. hate is a strong word. you don't hate someone, you hate life. but it is impossible to dislike someone you once loved.
slowly find your way back into his heart. it isn't black, it isn't closed. you just need the right touch and patience. love comes with devotion and patience. don't expect him to jump right back into loving you again right after the chain of events that led up to the situation now.
And he's right. I've done all I could, to salvage whatever we had, whether friendship or esle. All there's left for me to do right now is let time work its magic, for wounds to heal. Reaching out once more might only serve to irritate you further, so I won't anymore, but just know that I'll wait for you. It's a promise.
joviee's musings at 2:08:00 AM
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