I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why.
Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a lil more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be a murderer.


I'm admitting it, it's my bad this time. I'm sorry. Thank you so much for the unconditional affection and concern you've showered on me this period of time, I wouldn't say love, because it's been too short a while to mention the word. But.. it's just, I can't deny that I'm not truly over Alwin. I still think and hurt because of him. Also.. there is a severe lack of chemistry between us, and I seriously doubt things will work out eventually. Leading you on, encouraging you to sink deeper would only result in you hurting more at the end of the day. And so I'm trying to salvage the situation, by choosing a clean break as a conclusion to this, and offering you my most sincere apologies, as well as the only gift I can offer you, my hand of friendship.